Does it matter if u r fat?
my answer will be YES!
To be honest,i have been teased by many people since i was young
this would be all that I say
I have lotsa funny nick names since I was young like' 肥婆'，'枕头'，'抱枕' n etc.
come to think from my perspective,do I really want it?
Nah!definitely no!!
don't you all know that it really hurts?
u all will never know how i feel until you,yourself are as short and fat as me!
ya,I know I'm fat n short
but I don't want to be like this too!
Don't u think I want to be slim n tall like a model?
DUH!who doesn't want?
every time when u all tease me, it looks like I am fine with it
but inside,is just like a knife had just stabbed into my heart!
I have tried to keep fit by exercising, eat lesser for meals n etc.
but it didn't really work
n whenever I said I wanna keep fit or go jogging
people will just give me a weird look n laugh
n the next question will be,"r u sure u wanna keep fit?can u berjaya or not?"
I know all of u like to compare me with my sisters
DUH!of course I know I'm not:
as pretty as them,
as slim as them,
as talented as them,
as clever as them,
as attractive as them,
as gentle as them,
but still many people like to say it in front of me
I know I know
but please dun say it in front of me
it hurts
I repeat,IT HURTS!
I have never told anyone how I felt before when people teased me
even my best friend n my family members don't know too!(I'm sure they will know after reading this post)
yea,I did cried for a few times before,I mean secretly
I do feel better after crying but still the wound does not fully recovered yet
although I MAY look strong from the outside,but actually I'm not
I'm sort of 'fragile' these few days,I just don't know why=(
p/s:I'm just expressing out my feeling
--->Sorry,if i did offended you=)
♥ our lips must always be sealed
2:27 PM
Iphone 4S
April 2008
Does it matter if u r fat? 
19 January 2011
